Broken Home

Broken Home

Broken Home A family in which the parents are divorced or separated. 'he comes from a broken home'

Malachi 2:16“For I hate divorce!”[a] says the Lord, the God of Israel. “To divorce your wife is to overwhelm her with cruelty,[b]” says the Lord of Heaven’s Armies. “So guard your heart; do not be unfaithful to your wife.”

I came from a broken home! My parents where never married they had sex and had a baby. Like many people in todays society. Yet in the end it left me to suffer because I had to live in a broken home. In my mind I always wondered as I watched tv why couldnt i have a non broken home.  Yet I figured my life would end up like maury a single mother with a baby daddy running around screaming thats not my baby. Broken home.  Many young men and woman live in broken homes searching for the love of their mother who is not there or father who is not there or like me both parents because i lived with my grandmother. Like it or not my home was broken. I have had step parents but that doesnt always make it easier and doesnt always make a broken home mended.  My siblings we all have different parents in one way or another. Broken home. Im married now because I want a real family but the fear that oneday my husband will walk away and it would break the home of my future children haunts me. I cling on to dear life so bad to my marriage so my home wont break but it seems like even doing that causes it to drift. Broken home. I just want a family A home that isnt torn apart. Its my greatest desire my greatest goal one i believe Ill never achieve because you cant make people love you they can walk away when ever they like leaving you to mend the pieces of your life. leaving your home broken!

I Don't Choose Divorce

Divorce legally dissolve one's marriage with (someone).

1 Cornithians 7:15 But if the unbelieving spouse depart, let him depart. A brother or a sister is not under bondage in such cases, for God hath called us to peace.

For me I dont want a broken family. so i dont choose divorce.I dont like to say that I have lost. Especially with someone who I had fought for for years. My husband and I have had bad days. Like I dont have to hide the truth. I dont blame everything on him. 14 years is a long time and we have had some interesting moments. when I choose to marry my husband its because I trusted he would be a great choice to make a family with. Someone to protect me to help guid me to be a good support system and be the caring man in which i have known him to be over the years. So I wanted him to have a car, and for us to have a nice place to live so that we could create a beautiful family. Its my dream my only dream that true to my heart. But it seems like my dream wont come true before we can even do that  divorce is knocking at my doors saying we are ready to take your dreams. Our wedding was canceled before we even became married and my family i dreamed of broke i was devastated. This is my greatest dream. I have talked about it on youtube for 6 years. I dont want to leave my husband. I honestly want to be able to enjoy our relationship our life to be able to trust him again.I worry about my husband leaving me. Its scary. I feel helpless. Its like trying to grab sand its slipping through my fingers. We have tried to fix it on our own we have tried consoling. It always seems like we arent working on our marriage at the same time?Amos 3:3Can two walk together, unless they are agreed? My dream since I was 5 years old was to have a husband who is happy with me and loves me, a nice house, and beautiful kids. I want a happy home. I pray i beg i plead and things get worst by the day. I dont choose divorce or a broken home but I have one and i pray God fixes it.